the red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites
Should I allow myself to sigh of relief and relax a little? Every part of me wants to, but you see there's the Sociology paper to study for, and after Monday, even though it is term break, there is this little nagging voice in my head telling me that there is still huge projects that are headache potentials and definite causes of sleep deprivation. The past few days have been absolute killers. No sleep, little sleep. I didn't even bother to comb my hair before leaving for school today. Assignments can really drive me nuts. Thank God there was Cailin to save me and my mosaic.
Did I mention the fact that the past few weeks of late, long-to-sleep-but-cannot nights have brought me the horror of pimples? I seriously never had so many pimples at the same time in my entire life thus far. And it is freaking me out. I need sleep.
Is this all worth it? Sacrificing precious winks for the sake of attaining that sacred 'A' in hope of pulling up the GPA. I can't justify right now, but till I can, let's just be dumb and unreflective and just biah. I've come to realise quite some time ago that although some people have brains, normally, its people with the determination and self-discipline to work hard that flies high. Yes, so that shall be me. =)
I miss the best friends. But for now, Sociology first! Let's spend time with Comte, Durkheim, Weber and Marx, Janine. They're smart.
Don't you wish you could split yourself sometimes? So much more could be accomplished. The school work may be important, but I want to make this year special. |
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