I just wanted to say I feel nice. Nicely cooped up in this little private corner in the whole blogging community which is so messed up. All throwing bombs at each other, first words, then videos, who knows whats next. It's quite stupid. And ridiculous. Which is why I'm here to pass the warmth around. We love. We don't run people down. :)

It's just a passing thought. I've been thinking of the X very often the past few days. Reminiscing, though I cannot say there was much to be reminiscent about. I know, we weren't a proper bf-gf even, but still it was a huge chunk of my life, so I'm granted the right to. And... I must say I wonder ever so often, why things turned out so badly. I see him now, and he runs away. Almost literally. (He flew the moment he stepped out of the bus that I coincidentally was on) I don't know him anymore. At all. Maybe I never knew the him-him. He was always different around me. I wished we were still on talking terms, but then I hate that he's the way he is right now. So, whatever.

His back is so not familiar. But that walk.

I feel very irritated. Do I sound like a broken tape recorder that plays the same thing over and over again? Every once in a while I dig this up and it bugs me! I've gotten over it. So why do I still get stuck on the thoughts? Its like seasons you know. Every once in a while, you feel the same things you felt. Except they don't have fixed timeframes or signs that tell of their coming. They just creep up on you and RAH!

Oh yes yes. Happy belated birthday EQ-san!

Aww, he looks so cute! No wonder someone's secretly falling for you EQ! My knight! You're such a joy to be around, and even though your hair's not like before, I still love you the same brother! (You know who to give the bigger cookies to ah..)
"EQ more important" :)

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