I'm so irritated! WHY! Why do people just assume I would want to go out with them? Go for lunch, go watch movies with almost complete strangers?!
It's amazing. I'm irritated but I'm still being nice. Just watch it.
ANYWAY, school is over! Okay, not officially over, there's still the 2 papers to go but the tutorials; lectures; waking up and hour and a half before lessons. All gone for now!
And guess what? I'm baking tomorrow! :) Happy happy happy. I want to slack for the whole day and then start to chiong for the rest of the week. BMR and Socio. Must score high for both to score no lower than B. I know I can! :)
As for post proper, today has been a very different day. For one, I stayed in school longer than I needed to. Had a long ride back to AMK with Cailin and chatted along the way. Found out interesting things and for once I let down my guard a little and was me. I know it sounds stupid, why can't I just me.
I guess it's because I don't just allow anyone in to my little world where I'm me and everyone else is someone dear. I don't like having to be wary of people I consider friends, so I limit that list to people I can trust. Not that I don't trust Cailin, but I'm not closey-close with her. As nice a person she is, there just is that missing thing, which I don't know how to describe.
I'm very glad though, that I got to work with her for almost all the group projects. I discovered that we work in similar ways. Quite similar anyway. And it was nice having someone who has the same standard in the kind of quality work desired in the end product. So yay!
I feel so bad now though. Cos ASHER SLIPPED THAT I HAVE A BLOG! I was staring daggers at you but you didn't take the hint! Now I don't know whether to tell her bout my blog or not. And so weird, how'd I tell her? "Eh Cailin, my blog's ......." AIYOH ASHER!!!!
Haha. I'm typing gibberish. Feeling rather lightheaded from the shopping of ingredients and all the joy from the end of the semester. :)
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