How you go online and blog-hop and find people in relationships questioning the relationship they are in. One moment they sound soooo blissful and the next its like hell. (Not that I read everyday but you kinda get the picture once you read a few posts.) And most of the time its the girl's perspective. So common. Girls always blog about love love love (MOST anyway). As for the minority of guys who blog, they tend to blog more seriously, tackling serious, controversial issues.
And we wonder why people take girls lightly. SHEESH.
Okay I have no idea what the above post was meant for.
I have been dreaming many weird dreams recently. Many nightmares, just that I don't get scared anymore.
In one, it was very religious. Like a movie almost, about someone's life (not mine so I really don't know why I dreamt it) and the Christian influences in her (I think its a her) life. One scene I remember is of this Christian education class in school. And the same scene appeared again in blood red and white. Flashing. It's like the chorus of the movie. Every once in a while there's this image of Christ on the cross, those really scary images they put on documentaries flashing red and white, together with the day's event or something. Confusing I know. Somehow dreams just click in your mind. Words don't do them justice at all.
And then I dreamt that I was one of many orphans (I think) and then they left me in this weird place. Some evil man tried to sell me to those brothels. But I ran away. And then I came back to this place where a nice woman took me in and I pretended to be another person, only to realise in the end that the woman was like the boss of the evil man. And she knew it was me all along. =x
So weird. All my dreams are so complicated and makes no sense.
And I dreamt that I gave some random secret of Zoe's away and she became so angry with me. I don't remember the details of this one but I remember the feeling of looking at her face dawning with bitter realisation of my betrayal.
And I dreamt of Gary and his girlfriend. About her blog and his blog or something. Remember James' question on whether we dream in colour or BnW? I dream colour. I remember dawne's blogskin was shades of pink and purple. Random? VERY.
Oh oh! Yesterday's! I dreamt that the clouds in the sky fell down to earth while myself and some group were on a ship. BUT it wasn't a cloud in the end, it only looked like it was a cloud. I think it was some iceberg that melted and collapsed. It was quite exciting. Those adventure dreams where you're running and running and looking for people while running. Exhilarating.
Ah dreams. Stop coming cos I need sleep! I don't like waking up only to want to sleep more to know what happens in my dream.
Then again, they do look pretty exciting. Maybe I should write a book on my dreams. Like Johnny Panic and the Bible of Dreams. |
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