There no longer is real trust. Just this fake flimsy version of what trust should be. Maybe there never was any in the first place cos we never had such a situation that demanded it. It's confusing, how some things are said, while some are not but everyone already knows about it. So really, there is no need for words to confirm anything.

Yet the lack of explanation is hurtful. Cos there are so many questions. Underlying currents that threatens to overturn the whole boat. But we're all still smiling pleasantly, sipping on our tea, enjoying the breeze. Seemingly oblivious or refusing to believe what's really going on.

Sigh. Let's see how long this lasts. Because everyone refuses to just come right out and say it.

The gap is growing though we don't want to admit it.

I'm getting tired. No one cares anyway. Everyone wants to be motivated and rah-rahed and convinced to put in any effort at all. Initiative just does not exist in this place.


IN OTHER NEWS

I want to watch Quarantine at Cathay with a huge bucket of salted popcorn and drinks and churros if they still have em. oh I miss churros. And have dinner at Aston's after that cos it's affordable good food. and and and B&Js! Who wants a good scream? Christine? :):):) I'll bring tissues for ya!

RONALD YEO! bumping into you was the highlight of my day. though the moment lasted no more than 2 minutes probably. i was actually thinking of the time i gasped really loudly when i saw you. lol. i miss you guys! :(
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