God seems to be adamant about making sure I make it sink deep in my head; that He's the one in control, the one to whom ALL credit is due, esp with worship leading.

I've been amazed/blown away/awestruck time and time again at how I can feel so utterly horrible about leading; everything crashes, there are major awkward silences, hand signals are blatantly ignored, and I really feel defeated - walk-off-stage-and-crawl-into-hole kind of defeated - AND YET I have people coming to tell me how God spoke to them through the songs, or how they've experienced healing during these worship, or how they were just so ministered to.

He's so gracious; has every right in the world to ignore us, judging by the quality of our worship, yet He doesn't.

I'm so grateful that DR has committed worshippers, who are all worship leaders in their own right, regardless of the instruments they play. We may be short handed, we may not have the best equipments, we may be so stretched week after week, may have suffered hard blows during the week, yet there's always that genuine heart of worship, ready to go. I appreciate you guys very very very much. :) Let's press on together and infect the rest of them alright!

I love Dunamis Rock very much. We might be going through some tough stuff, but I know God has great plans for us and He'll see us through this rocky patch. Spirit-filled Nights are His powerful reminders to me that He will. I think last Friday was pretty amazing. Incredibly humbling. It starts somewhere. I believe we can be change agents. We probably already are. :)

to all DRockers: if you've not been to our spirit-filled nights, you're missing out! Not even kidding.

Yay. God is good!
A child in awe of You:)
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